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Sunday, March 30, 2008
Friction causes wear and tear.
Hahah, i dont like my sister. Why she never gets fat. Okay maybe except the fact tht she has a round belly, but shes still so skinny! When she eats a lot. Cannot stand it. Haha and she keep comparing my height with hers, keep wanting to grow as tall as me and taller. Shes 15smth cm and she claims she wants to grow to 170cm or even higher. Mad. Wht is the rationale behind the wanting to grow so tall for?
Anyway! I feel accomplished today even though i still haevtn freaking complete my essay plus reflections. But i cleaned up my house! Or rather the mess i made in my house. Hahh which was basically the livign room and study room area. It took me the entire afternoon, from one plus to about 5. Five hours leh, power. But i was happily cleraing them up. The papers, punch holes file file file, neatly stack and pile them. Then separate the differing subjects into diff files. And then i went to clear my study room table, wiped the table wiped the pc wiped the books, and now its so clean! Wheeeeee Im in a clean environment! Felt so accomplished after that! And then i did my chinese stuff, my math reflections ,my bio ws. Still got physics though, but as usual i dont understand a bit of it. So tmr i shall refer. Ahem. Haha okay i better stopped blogging. I shall sleep to prevent a worsening of my eyebags. Teeeedum!

Saturday, March 29, 2008
I was being stupid. Haha actually not really. I was just irritated by some reason which i don't know. I was not in the right mood. I was worse than sian. Maybe to the point of pissing off. Hahhhhh funny funny. I was sulking, literally. I didnt wait for my family to eat finish, i just wlaked off by myself, alone. Walked around Marine parade then walked to ntuc. Was feeling so sian that i feel sleepy. I guess i was moodswinging, pmsing or whtever it is. And then there was this flood of sweetness through messages. Seriously sweetness which lit up my face immediately, and i was smiling like crazy. At first it was a small smile, then it grew and grew into a grin, and then into this nooise you make when you are happy, and then giggling and then laughter. Haha even I think i lk like an insane person. Im smiling to a phone. Hahahaaaaaaa. Annnnnnnnd then i finally realised whts bothering me all these while, and whats really making me so unme. Its not rly much of a moodswing. Its more of an absence tht causes that. Heh yep, quite sad. But happy all the same. Sweetness is really good. Hah!
Had tonnes of work left undone. I really hate the teachers and the school. Smth is wrong with them and their brains. Do they find joy in showering us with hmwork and projcs and nvr ending deadlines? Do they purposely make the deadlines of hmwork clash, and make it seem coincidental. Like alot of them was supposedly fall on friday, then got extended to next monday? Not sayign tht extension is no good. Its good but we need our weekends, hello?!?!?!?! Cant they give a deadline like tuesday or wednesday. One more day is btr than nothing. Haha im getting irritated all over again. Blah. How to finishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh? How. I lk at my messy table, lk at the moutnains of papers piled up, very disorganized, very untidy, and i know i need to clear all of them up, becfore i have the mood to study. I prefer start doign my work all over again in a neat and clean environment, with documents stacked in place. Or else i'll be super uncomfortable, and i find no mood in studying, my mind will switched to a permanent holiday mood. Hahaha im so weird i know. Another reason to hate block tests cuz they make my place horribly messy, and aft blocks, you feel as if it's the holidays and school is over kind of mode.
Hmm, confirmation is next saturday. I don't know if im lking forward to it or not. Rehearsal today was so dumb. Seriously, we go there just to know where we sit and how we lined up? Waste of time. They can easily lined us up and show us wher we sit in a word doc or smth. But oh well, guess they need the godparents to be informed as well. Actually, theres nth exciting about it. No wonder they say it will just be another day. Maybe, let's hope it holds as a significant day for me. And then took a few pictures with rachel and bernice. Haha piggybacked rachel, proving tht shes really light. Hahah truth to be told, shes nice to piggybacked. I think she ought to know. Cuz shes rly petite and light. Wahaha okay she shld be proud of her lightness. Not like me, i shudder at the thought of smbody piggybacking me. Someone said i look light enough to be piggybacked, i said no thanks straight away. Hahaaaaaaaa funny man. I got heavy bones heavy fats. Anyw, i m tiredddddddd. Very tired. Eyes drooping, even thoguh i woke at 11 today. Pig alrdy. But i shall go to sleep, and die tmr doing hmwork. I bet my class alrdy finished half the work given. I guess my heart is just smwhere else, heeeee. Oh and i got back chinese paper. Failed compo, both smmore. Yay -.- But my compre seriously pulled me up. I'm still gloating away with the fact tht i plus 10 and a half marks from my original. I'm pro manzxzxzx. Haha i'm so happy that from a failing mark i can go all the way up to b3. Omgosh i shld be crying if i get b3, but the compo qn was misleading, almsot everybody failed, and blahblah. End up the 67 i got was quite a high mark for overall in my class. Nobody got a1. About 5 got a2. So im considered lucky i guess. I btr buck up. I need to ace my chinese. Get a1!!!! But besides that, everybody in my class got an A1 for biology. Like 100%?!?!??!?! Omgosh?! They crazy or crazy? The entire level only my class got all a1. Wah mugger class la. Hahah i got like 52, then plus another 2 marks for bio. Gd gd. Satisfied. Math was okay, i want to get beyond 50 but only got 47. Class highest was 59 -.- Damn it. Being in a smart class demoralizes me stimes. I shall just treat it as reverse psychology then! Make myself work harder! Stop procrastinating and whining and complaining. Time to be really be serious and get my work done good and proper. Go me!
:D

Thursday, March 27, 2008
1. Name one person who made you laugh today
` Haha evil dan.

2. What were you doing at 0800am?
` Library.

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
` Having dinner and watching tv

4. What happened to you in 2007?
` Hahha unhappy stuff which doesnt matter any more.

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
` I got a lot of hmwork laaaaaa.

6. How many beverages did you have today?
` Only one.

7. What color is your hairbrush?
` Uh hahaha some colour.

8. What was the last thing you paid for?
` Waffle!

9. Where were you last night?
` At home.

10. What color is your front door?
` Brown/Bronze?

11. What are you listening to?
` Nothing.

12. What’s the weather like today?
` HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT!

13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
` Cookiesncreme. As usual.

14. What excites you?
` Hahah many things.

15. Do you want to cut your hair?
` No. Tired of cutting. Hair hair please grow.

16. Are you over the age of 25?
` Hahah nope.

17. Do you talk a lot?
` Hahah too much sometimes.

18. Do you watch the O.C?
` Nah. No time, no interest.

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
` Yep. Irritating immature.

20. Do you make up your own words?
` I used to. And then i advertise and laughed at them.

21. Are you a jealous person?
` Hmm. I knw i get jealous if im sure its really smth thts reasonable to be jealous about. Yep, makes sense?

22. Name a friend whose name starts with B.
` Bernice

23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘F’.
` Uh felisa.

24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
` Dont even need to check, its Dan tthe dumdum.

25. Have you ever not reply somebody? why?
` Yep. Smtimes run out of msg, smtimes you have to ignore them so they will stop pestering you.

26. Whose text message you kept on reading repeatedly?
` HAHA! Secret!

27. Do you put your cellphone by your side when you're sleeping?
` Nope. Cant anyw.

28. Do you think of anyone when you're going to sleep?
` Yeah(:

29. Do you look at somebody picture before going to sleep?
` Hahah good question!

30. Are you in love now?
` You think? :D

Wahahahhahaa. Wednesday! That was ytd. ;DDDD Fun fun fun! Like seriously enjoyed every moment. On the bus, just walking around, browsing around, doing stupid stuff, and so much more. Hahah nver knew how fun it could be. Shan't say much, details only the parties know, feelings i shall keep close at heart. And today! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Funny lah funny. My heart cannot take shocks well. I went swimming. Hmm happily deluding myself from the time when i was preparing to go swim to the time aft i finished swimming. Should have just confronted. Haha dont knw why it still came as a big shock to me, even though it really is supposed to be expected. Oh lets see, maybe because somebody purposely tricked me and lied about going to bathe. Maybe. Maybe cuz i always believed him, even though i know hes always up to evil ideas. HAHAHA. Evil la. When i saw the sms, i almost screamed in the toilet. And i think my face was burning hot. Literally. Seriously, nvr in my life i felt my face so hot before. Hmm must be the swimming before. Must be man. And i saw it was uh, hmmm red. Hahah yah dah yah dah. And i couldnt stop myself, so idiot. Heh but point is, okay im secretly happy for tht shock. Wht am i tlaking abt. Hahah just happy. Love the card! As if anyone has ever done tht to me before, as if anyone showed me tht much love before. Uh hmm. Details are again divulge. I said more than i shld say. But i do appreciated everything done.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008
I LOVE DAN POH CHING HONG!

There. I've said it. I've announced it, but i didn't write that for the sake of announcing? Hahah yup. I said that to confirm everything. Most importantly, I said that because I mean it. And I'm not afraid to let anyone know that I love this guy called Dan, nor am I afraid to let people laugh at me, or how love crazy I am. Hahaha, not afraid anymore. The time together doesn't prove anything, because short as it might be, it has proven so much more, let me know and expect so much more, and to feel so much more in love than before. Seriously, i can't ask for anything more. I'm like basking in this love. BASKING! Hahah! Actually I'm surprising even myself. I didn't even care about the onlookers or kaypoh people, didnt care the looks some would give me, haha so unlike the self-conscious me. I used to be scared, used to avoid, used to deny. But point is, i guess when you are truly happy with that someone, you wouldn't really care about anything else or anyone's comments except him, except the things he say and do. If truth to be told, I think a thousands over thankyous will not be enough. It's not just mere appreciation, it's the sweetness and the happiness and the thought behind. I never knew the true meaning of the act of caring for someone until now, because it's true care i feel that is given upon me. Uh hmmm, details I shan't disclose, i don't need more talking behind me. I shall live my life and enjoy it. WOOHOO BLOCKS ARE OVER!

HAPPY SWEET 16TH BDAY JIALE! ;DDDDD

1. last beverage: HONEYLEMON! HAHAHA LOVE POTION!
2. last phone call: Dan!
3. last time you cried: Loooooooooooooong ago.
4. last text message to: Dan! Of course.

SIX HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. dated someone twice: Nope.
3. kissed someone & regretted it: Hahah what's done done.
4. lost someone special: Hmm my best frnd last time.
5. been depressed: Hahaha i guess so. More of emoing.
6. been drunk and threw up: No i never drink. Eva should probably answer this question.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
White is a very nice colour. So is yellow actually. Orange! Green! Black! Red! Brown pink i'm jsut goign to list every colour that exists.

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:

1. Made a new friend:
Hahah nope.

2. Laughed until you cried:
No, havent done that in a long time.

3. Met someone who changed your life:
Uh hmm(: Special someone.

4. Found out who your true friend is:
There are many true frnds actually.

5. Is there something you want to tell someone:
Haha actually i really really really wnat to say thank you, for everything but yeah.

6. How many kids do you want to have:
Eh dont know leh. More than 1. Or else the poor little kid has no one to play with.

7. Do you have any pets:
Nope.

8. Do you wanna change your name:
I like my nameeeeeee!

9. What did you do yesterday :
I studied like crazy.

10. Last time you had pizza:
Hmmm that would be during church camp.

1. What time did you wake up :
06am.

12. What were you doing at 10:30 a.m.:
I was watchign a video on environmen sustainability -.-

13. Name something you CANNOT wait for:
TOMORROOOOOOOOOOOOOOW! PLEASE COME QUICK!

14. Last time you saw your father:
Just now when he fetch me home.

15. What is one thing you wish you could change from ur life:
My life doesnt need much changes.

16. What are you listening to right now:
Not listening

17. Have you ever talked to Tom And Jerry?:
Hahah what kind of question man. No. Think you could plan a meeting with them?

18. Who's getting on your nerves right now:
My cough thats what.

19. Most visited webpage:
Fs Fb Blogs.

20. Coke or Pepsi:
Water!

21. Have you seen anyone naked in the past few week:
Hahahaaaaaaa let's not talk about it.

Monday, March 24, 2008
When I see your words, I love. My heart fly like a dove, sweet and lovely words of thee.

Does coughing too much hurts your back? And then after that hurts your stomach? So sad, my cough has worsen overnight, or maybe overmedicine. Smth's rly wrong with the medicine. This is the second time i took it, the second time that it makkes me cough more. Conclusion: The supposedly cough medicine makes you cough more. Follow-up Action: THROWAWAYTHATDAMNTHING. HAHAHAH. Mad already. Cough cough go away, never come again another day. Flu too. Sucks being sick. Cannot swim cannot run cannot do so many things.
Whee aft tmr will be freeeeee. Waahahaha. Okay not free because other projcets like chem and humans will come and we will slog like shit again. Slog whole year la. Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhh disgustingzxzxzxzxz.

1. Where is the last place you held hands?
With who, thats what matters.

2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?
Hahaha i'd probably drift away.

3. Do you sleep with the TV on?
No.

4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
I only did that once or twice and that was long agoooo.

5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
Hahahaha no. never attended any.

6. What is your longest fight with one of your friends?
Friends I really care about - 1 month
Idiots - Cant be bothered to count.

7. Are you a fast typer?
Hahahah okay lah, im a typer who always type wrongly.

8. Are you afraid of the dark?
In unfamiliar surroundings, yes.

9. Do you like someone right now?
Like is an understatement.

10. What ended your last relationship?
Beats me. Glad it ended! :DDDD

12. Do you knock on wood?
Eh? Yah.

13. Are you drinking anything right now?
Nope.

14. Do you think you're in love?
Definitely.

15. Have you ever eaten a bug?
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

16. Do you miss someone right now?
Yes! Very badly.

17. What do you want for Christmas?
I want to sing for xmas!

18. Do you know the muffin man?
Haha in children books.

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
Eh not that i know of.

20. Do you remember your 1st crush?
Hahah i guess so, vaguely.

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
OOOH I WANT FLY KITE! Havent done that for a loooong time.

22. When was the last time that you went swimming and where?
Last tues. Safra.

23. Do you think the guy you like likes you?
;DDDD

24. Do you like singapore?
Actually yes.

25. Have you ever asked for a horse?
Nah.

26. Plans for tomorrow?
SLEEEEEEEEP, GET WELL, SWIM. Haha the prospect of swimming is quite low though.

27. What did you do this past weekend?
Study. No life man.

28. Miss being at school right now?
HAH! Answering yes would be lying.

Thursday, March 20, 2008
Haha couldnt resist myself.

1. What is on your bed right now?
My bolsterm my pillow my soft toyyyyyyyyyyy! Yay cute and cuddly!

2. When was the last time you threw up?
Last year, i still rmb. Horrible period.

3. What's your favorite word or phrase?
Hahah alot! Like 'funny ah', 'like real', 'Ha.Ha.' blahblahblah.

4. Name something that made you smile today.
A early morning call! A specially messaged sms!

5. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
Doing that dumb lang arts paper.

6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Talking to Dannnnn!

7. What is your favorite holiday?
Haha just give me holidays, that will do.

8.Do you have a sister? If you do, where is she?
Yes. Shes at her frnds house doing project.

9. What is the last thing you said aloud?
Er i cant rmb.

10. What is the best ice cream flavour?
COOKIESN'CREME!

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Plain water!

12. What are you wearing right now?
Shirt and shorts.

13. What was the last thing you ate?
Bread.

14. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
Hahah er last week. My white dress for confirmation!

15. When was the last time you ran?
Ran? Hahah shit, if you counted running during monday's pe lesson as running.

16. What's the last sport event you watched?
That would be a really long time ago. Soccer.

18. Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspace?
i dont use myspace.

19. Ever go camping?
Yep!

Where is 20?
HUH. Crap man.

21. Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?
Hahah hopefully i never will.

23. Do you use smiles on the computer?
Yep, like :D and :P and (:. Used ot be crazy over smilies.

26. Are you someone's best friend?
Haha yah, and i'm quite sure of that.

27. What are you doing tomorrow?
Church, study study more study.

28. Where is your mum right now?
Downstairs, somewhere.

29. Look to your left, what do you see?
Messy pile of books and papers.

30. What color is your watch?
Black and red.

32. Ever ridden on a roller coaster?
Yes! yay roller coasters are so fun!

33. What is your middle name?
Alyssa? I guess?

34. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
Hahah i go in.

36. Do you have a dog?
Nope, no special liking.

37. Last person you talked to on the phone?
Dan, of course.

38. Have you met anyone famous?
Uh kind of.

39. Any plans today?
Today's ending.

41. Are you happy?
It's called ecstasy.

42. Where are you right now?
Study room, like always.

43. Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
Stupid block tests.

46. Are you allergic to anything?
Not that i know of.

47. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
That pair of shoes lorrrrrrr.

48. Are you jealous of anyone?
Nope!

49. Are you married?
Hahha yah man.

50. Is anyone jealous of you?
Stupid question, stupid quiz.

51. What time is it?
6.42pm

53. Do you eat healthy?
Hahah yeah, sometimes.

54. What do you do during the day?
Schoooooooool.

56. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
Hahah yah, sort of.

58. How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
16, still. Man i feel young.

60. How did you get one of your scars?
I fell down on the road, and its been there ever since.

Haha i curbed myself from blogging for a few days. Because blogging is super unsafe. Haaaaaa, but then again, nvm lah. People want to know then know lor, i realised i'm not really making any attempts to hide it. Hmm but its quite weird. Like when you were emo, and posted all sorts of depressing things on your blog, nobody really bothers abt it, blog becomes permanently dead and rotting. But when you blogged abt these kind of things ah, the news will spread like wildfire.
Wheee anyw, monday! Another big surprise, and lots of shock. Like seriously shock lah, i think my mouth opened damn big for awhile when i realised wht really happened then after tht i started laughing and smiling like crazy. Haha and i was insanely quiet before that, well until i received something. Oh my gosh lah, really shocked k, and its not nothing, for the last time. It's damn sweet. Heh but it's a really really nice surprise, left me happy throughout the day.
Hah and tuesday, saw dan's name on dear cherie's paper. Hahah best best. That was kind of shocking too, but oh welllll expected anyway. And the papers these day were okay. Lang arts and chinese still scary, i think i didnt knw wht i was writing. Three more papers to go and its freedom! Oh man it really feels like eoys. Sucksssss. i dont rmb slogging so hard for a ca paper. The school's just trying to make us study more. Disgusting man. I btr go back to studying alrdy. Boo.

A day without you is like a day without sunshine.

Sunday, March 16, 2008
Hahah i'm still replaying wht happened ytd afternoon. So funny. "Can you kindly come down to claim your water bottle?" Haha i'm going crazy i was still like huh, wht he talking abt? Heh it's considered a big enough surprise anyw! ;D Happy, i think even if its not once a day, once every 2 days there will be moments of me smiling like crazy. Dan's fault!
Hmm had church today. Sang like a frog. My headache's gotten worse, mst be due to the lack of sleep. Only slept at 2 ytd, which rly sucks. I realised i wasn't really stressed, yet, because Eva showed me wht was stress. She really went bonkers, hahaha. She copied and pasted dno how many stuff of it, and i couldnt absorb any. And she went on chanting why why why and how how how and all that. She asked questions which she answered on her own later on. Haha basically, i was just entertaining her, makign sure she isnt reduced to the state whereby she talks to the wall. ANDEVASEAHYOUCUCKOOPIECEOFSHIT, you btr not drink outside. Or else i get jiale,jiaqi,jasmine,wingyau,qianwen to fan lian with you. Idiot.
Okay hahah anyw! I want to open a wedding shop! Yay fun fun fun! Earn big bucks! Damn fun, and it's a happy job and its smth i like to do! And i can do it with someone! :D hor! Hahha! yay happy thought! And i shall go and bury myself in the piles of workshit i have. tadah!

1. What is more difficult: to let go everything or forget what happened?
♥ Doesnt seem that difficult once its over, but i guess its letting go. Right now, i wouldnt want to let go of anything!(:

2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
♥ Hahah er cannot rmb leh.

3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
♥ If i'm dying around my love ones, i dont need to call. I dont feel liek thinking about dying just yet.

4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
♥ Score high, get high, june hols to come.

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love
♥ Love duh! You can trust a person but doenst mean you will love him. But when you love someone, trust comes about more easily.

6. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
♥ Gotten blackmailed, hahaaaaaa.

7. Think of the last person whom you know.
♥ Er dan?

8. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
♥ Ah? Haha whatever. yes la yes la.

9. Would u sleep with someone if u had the chance?
♥ Sleep? As in you literally mean just sleep and snore on the bed? Then why not?

10. Are you old fashioned?
♥ in some ways yes, its not called old fashioned! Its um traditional!

11. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
♥ I do not love them back.

12. What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
♥ I wouldn't want to give up on love and i won't.

13. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
♥ TODAYYYYYYYYYY:D

14. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
♥ Hahaha shhhhh.

15. Would you give a homeless person CPR?
♥ I don't know how to do CPR!

16. You are holding onto your grandmother..
♥ -.- Huh? hands?

IF YOU HAVE 3 MONTHS TO LIVE:

17. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
♥ Not everyone. Just people close to me.

18. What do you do with your remaining days?
♥ I'd do whtever i want to do.

19. Would you be afraid?
♥ I guess so.

Saturday, March 15, 2008
BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGG Surprise! Hahaha considerably small to someone actually but it's big enough for me! Haha Dan came to my house to surprise me. Clap clap clap. To return my waterbottle and to give me smth else. More surprises. But yeah, he made my day! Seriously, i couldnt stop smiling after that, no mood to do work anymore. I think nobody ever bothered to even surprise me lah hahah. I think i've disclosed enough stuff for ppl to kaypoh or talk behind me. Haha surprisingly how many people read my blog, but they stay anonymous. Like mel, nvr knew she reads my blog. And jasmine too. But actually, doesnt matter. I think i attracted many kaypoh ppl, cuz of my nic my frndster and my dp. HAHAH! Aiyahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh very interesting meh. Next time they have boyfriend alrdy also will like tht wht. okay im talking rubbish alrdy, must be because of my headache. Hmmmm. I love you man! :P Happyhappyhappy dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
I hate the school. Like seriously. Every year theres this one period wher they love squeezing in projects and tests together. Wonderfully, they changed the weightage of projects and tests, so why the hell are we working and slogging so hard for projects! And they just have to change block tests to common tests. Man. Sucks. I didnt wnat to complain but yeah i stil did. Couldnt stand it. They think our march holidays are given to just studying and working on projects. Whatever happen to going out or maybe other stuff like camp and wht not? Okay whtever. I can go on grumbling forever but not accomplished anything.
Bye people.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008
QUIZ TIME!

Alright, so have you ever actually sat down and thought about why you like the person you like?
` Hahah yeah.

Do you honestly think you could last a week without a computer or cellphone?
` Nooooooooooooo, i cant.

Do you care about how you eat?
` How i eat? Haha sometimes.

Have you ever gone out of your way to do something nice for someone?
` It wasn't really out of my way. And i don't know if it can be considered as nice, but its surprising. haha.

Have you ever gone out of your way to do something mean to someone?
` Gone out of my way? Uhhh no? Whats the point?

When you get embarrassed what usually happens?
` Uh i hide my face. HEH!

Is there someone you don't really know but they bother you?
` Hmm i don't think so?

Do you think alot of people think bad things about you?
` Haha i'm sure there are people out there.

Do you call anyone babe?
` Babe? Noooooooo. Luckily no one calls me babe too.

Who's car were you last in?
` My dadddd.

When was the last time you kissed someone?
` Ytd :DDDDDDDDDD

Last thing you ate?
` Orange Fruit!

Last thing you drank?
` Water!

What were you doing at midnight last night?
` I was online ;p

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
` I switched on my phone for an obvious purpose.

When you're at the grocery store do you use the self checkout?
` Nope!

What does your last incoming text say?
` Not able to disclose.

What does your last outgoing text say?
` Hah i'm not going to say that.

Why did your last relationship end?
` Good question! And a good thing it ended too!

Still friends with the ex?
` HAHA! Really good frnds manzxzxzxzxzx.

Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?
` Dannnnn.

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
` 8 hours. Yay normal sleeping hours again.

What do you have planned for tonight?
` Uh study study study!

Who was the last person to make you laugh so hard?
` Laugh so hard? I cannot think now. Haha ask me that again.

How have you felt today?
` Not myself. but really very happy, like always.

Who was the last person to wear your clothes?
` My sister.

Who was the last person you ran into unexpectedly?
` Haha dan! Or rather, he ran into me unexpectedly! Fun fun!

Would you rather get up early or sleep in?
` Hahah get up early! Too much sleep makes me sick.

Who's the last person you got into an argument with?
` I think my mum?

Do you ever turn your cell phone off:
` Yeah sometimes at night.

How is the room you are in right now:
` My table is really messy, i dont even want to see it. Haha!

Can you sleep in jeans:
` So hot! Crazy! And so uncomfortable.

How many texts are in your inbox:
` Alot alot alot! More than 500 i think!

Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
` Still is sharing. My sister!

Which of your friends lives closest to you?
` Uh mingjie. She stays a block away.

Which friend did you wish last?
` Wish? Eh jiaqi! HAPPY BELATED BDAY JIAQI! LOVEYOUUUUU!

Is there anyone you regret ever meeting?
` No, there are no use for regrets. I just love and cherish my present.

Have you ever felt replaced?
` Yep.

Are you only friends with the rich?
` Hahah duh no!

Ever kissed a Blondie?
` Nope.

Have you ever taken a shower while you were drunk or high?
` I was nvr drunk or high, and nvr will be.

Did you have a dream last night?
` Haha i don't think so. Slept like a dead pig.

Had church camp. It was okay. I think the reason why i only went there, is for rachel and bernice, and to go for confession and to go for praise and worship. I don't really wnat to comment much on why i didnt want to go. Because I feel that, it doesnt really matter if i go camp or not, because I know inside me that I do love God, and even though i don't have that gift of tongues, and even though i left camp on tuesday night for a stupid reason, at least I know that i'm more of a devotee to church than many others. But anyway, whatever. Okay confession was really helpful. I jsut cried out to Father Arro. And he was advising me what to do and all. He's such a fatherly priest. I love him. And i shall read the bible more! Yep.
I had the most incredible night outside. Like seriously. I think figuring my way to someplace unknown is quite fun, especially when you're looking for someone you cant wait to see. Yay i was quite happy that i found my way. WITHOUT A CAB! Haaaaaaaaaaaah. And i went there, and i went to surprise Dannnn! The look of shock and surprise mixed together on his face was priceless! Hahah but i went there to look for him, not jsut to purposely shock him la, but to see him. Which makes me happy. Hahah, he was 'ohmygod-ing' away while i laughed. Haha! Cuz he didnt want me to see him in specs and all. But haha i purposely caught him with specs. I think he look cute wht! With ruffled hair and a math shirt HAHAHA. His classes are quite fun. The guys are horribly cheeky lah. Cannot stand it. Haha but fun lah. And there was this 2 small pre school kids who came with their mother to register for playhouse i think. And i gave them french fries. beacuse they are so adorable, and they waved hi to me and smile at me. SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEE! Haha okay im like a paedophile, just like Dan hor?
Trip to the beach was fun! Although it rained, but still fun! Candles! Pretty candles and pretty wax! Hahah it was a pretty sight until they all died. Heh okay shan't say too much already. I shall sleep and wake up tmr and start studying ): Boo.

Sunday, March 09, 2008
[01] Are you currently in a relationship?
Haha i think its very obvious :D

[02] Have you ever been given a rose?
Yep! i was given a rose during sec 1 and 2, given another rose this year, plus a bouquet! WHEEE.

[03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
Haha all time fav? I dont think i have any.

[04 ] There's no number 4 question..
HUH? Okay this is seriously lame.

[05] Do you believe that everyone has a special someone out there?
Definitely, just a matter if they find him/her or not.

[06] What's your current problem?
Hmmm my fats? HAHA.

[07] Have you ever had your heart broken?
Haha who cares about that when my heart is already healed and taken?

[08] Your thoughts of online or long distance relationships?
Doesnt work for me.

[09] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
Ehhhh i don't think so.

[10] The person your with right now, do you want to spend your life with?
Of course(:

[11] How many kids do you want to have?
A gazillion. Haha! Nah, i dont really know. Heheh.

[12] What is/are & your favorite colors?
Many many favourite colours!

[13] Who are your celebrity crush?
I think celebrity crushes are stupid.

[14] Do you believe you truly only love once?
Haha still loving?

[15] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you get re-married?
Are you nuts? Of course not!

[16] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?
Haha noticing? Like uh nusery? There are already boys in my class. NOTICING is one thing, having crushes for them is another.

[17] What song do u want to be played at your wedding?
Many songs! I am greedy but there are alot os super nice songs i want to have!

[18 ] Do you like anyone?
I like everyone, but i only love one person.

I'm a happy happy girl!
Haha anyw, i was just thinking of graces camp. Thinking of the 2 nights. I realised we didnt talk enough on the first night, even though we talked for abt 2 hours or so. Hahah. Second night was liek so fun. Because everybody was rushing to put on makeup, and standing in front of the mirror, asking for help asking for advice and opnions because the lightings in the room suckkkkk. Haha and i was desperately trying to make my eyeliner look the same on both eyes. That was the part i took the longest. Thennnn, i realised my cheeks were already blushed red, dont have to put on blusher. But hahah were advised to 'better put on' some. My lips also laaaaa, dont know why. So i just put on very little lip gloss. And the best part of the make up was pixie dust!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay!!!! I love pixie dust. i want to buy man. That will be the only make up i have. Haha! But pixie dust are so cute! Yay glittery stuff! Jiale has this bathroom towel wrapped around her, hahah! BUt she looks very angelic. Wingyau and jiaqi both looked very mature, like those modern, young but mature looking women. Jasmine looks cute! Eva was the best. Because its as if she went through a whole make over, actually she did lah. But ahahha like transformation. And she was proclaiming to the whole world that she looks like a girl -.- When she already are, but her point was she uh haha nvm. But she looks quite pretty lo. She should try to be at leat half of how she lks that night everyday. More char bo, and not so chor lor. Haaaaa. If she's reading this, i'm going to get it when school reopens. Haha!!
Hmmm end of thoughts.

Graces was cool! Lke even though i learnt practically nothing. Hahah except walking and running in heels! Never knew i could walk and even run in heels without falling down o rbreaking the heel part. Quite cool. Had buffet for every breakfast, lunch, tea and dinner. We were pratically eating everytime. Siao. OH except for the formal dinner, we had this proper dinner. Appetizer, entree, dessert! CHEESECAKE!! OH MY GOSH! CHEESECAKE IS LOVEEEEEEE! Wahah. Took super many pictures, was in the mood to camwhore, basically everybody was camwhoring in the marquee. Everyone was just smiling for the camera. Hmm i shall start talking from day one, we had this theory and practical session on makeup! Quite fun lah, free products to use, so use more. But i concude i hate mascara. So grosssssssss. I never want to put that disgusting thing on my eyelashes. I like my eyelashes just fine. Even though they aint very long. Haha then aft tht had a workshop on emceeing. Oh my gosh. That was the worst lah. He wrote a book about how to speak effectively. How ironic is that? I think i can host better than him lah. Seriously. I was like so bored. 3 hours of him. I didnt knw how i survived but i did. I resorted to sitting on the floor in the end. Hahaaaaa. Funny funny.Then had malay dinner. Which was a whole new experience cuz i ate with my hands! Or rather fingers. Wasnt very glam. And then this sec school came to perform this malay drums thing. And then aft tht a few of the guys came down to pick ppl to go on stage to try out the drums thign with them. Haha and i got picked. So scary, but quite fun. Cuz the drums thing isnt as easy as it lks. It's really heavy! Heh yep. Then spend the night talking about many stuff with jiale, eva, jasmine. So fun. And jasmine has difficultytaking out her contacts! Hahaha was laughing at her.
Then then second day! We had indoor games! And they were surprisingly fun! I was cheering and screaming like crazy. High la high. Haha the three legged balloon minefield was the funnest lah. I paired with Cassy. And she was so hiong, attacking all the way, then i keep reminding her not keep attacking or else we'll be out quite soon. Haha then in the end, it was left with me protecting the balloon tied to my leg, and she attacking. But we got out in the end, and then she finally admitted that we, eh no, that SHE shldnt have kept attacking. Haha attack until my ankle swell. Like pig trotters like that. Haha funny funny. But it was so fun! I want play! Then after that had this etiquette thing workshop. It was okay lah, didnt learn anything also. Then after that it was formal dinner! prepared like crazy. Rushed to bathe, rushed to dress up, rushed to put on make up. Rush rush rush. But it was worth it, cuz everyone look so pretty that night!Whee had class parade! Walked on the red carpet, walked on stage. Had the real dinner, even though it wasnt very nice except the nice cheesecake. Haha! Camwhored like mad back at our room aft formal dinner. Did stupid and scandalous photos. Fun la! BY the time we removed makeup and everythhing it waslike one. Haaaaa.
Day 3. Wah my voice gone alrdy. Eva's worse. Totally hoarse. Sexy voice man! Hahaha. Did our class dance and everything, i felt tht i didnt give my best. Didnt do the moves very well. Hmmmm, but our class won the most gracious class award! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! It was a nice surprise. But the best day of that day wasnt the camp, it was after the camp! Yay. I dont want to elaborate. Only for me to know. Heh climbing all the way up, like 13 floors up the national library is so fun. Even though the scenery isnt very nice, but it was very fun. Haha ahem! And oh my gosh la! TCC at raffles place area is so cool. Must go there again someday okay! Woohoooo. Funfunfun! Haha, rachel ong says i sound like a guy over the phone. Thanks la. My voice got really hoarse and husky hahah. So funny. When my voice hits low pitched notes, i can feel it vibrating. Wah haha. And i was singing at home! Trying out with tht voice. HAAAAA Im insane. Happily insane. Im so much happier than before. So i aint goign to let anyone to take this feelng away from me. Not goign to let some stupid person's comments to take this trust and love i have. Nehneh!

It's a fairytale love, in reality. Thats the best part.

Friday, March 07, 2008
BACK FROM GRACES.

Tuesday, March 04, 2008
Had career conference for the past two days! Wheee. It was quite slack, but some of the talks were quite pointless, like engineering research, law, hospitality, and even though film making was uh entertaining, it wasnt my cup of tea. I think broadcasting journalism is quite cool! Timothy Go is really a good speaker, considering that hes a channelnews asia presenter, and a famous one too. Hahha plus you dont have to be profound of really gd in your english, you jsut need to be good at talking, my cup of tea for sure. Haha! The hours are crazy though. Hmmm there isnt a perfect job i guess. And the closing speech by Douglas Foo is the best lah, hes so cute! Because he looks so happy with his life and all, and he keep talkign abt his ex girlfriend which is currently his wife -.- Hahah but still! I think he's damn pro, cuz he had 4 jobs aft his a levels, as in together. He gave tuition for the whole of sunday. And thats why he got his very heavy piggybank. Haaaaaa. Cannot stand him lah, hes liek damn clever, CEO of Apex Pal, which has Sake Sushi under him, which meanssssss he set up Sakae Sushi. So coooooooool. And he chose it because his wife likes to eat sushi a lot! So sweet! He's cool, but i guess besides the fact that hes really lucky, he worked hard as well. Wonder why he get all this motivation. Haha! Ah well, and there was this JC talk thing, which doesnt really help me in choosing the subj combination i want. I dont know what to choooooose. The humanities program is really appealing, but if i take that, i have to drop all the sciences, if im not wrong. but i dont want to drop my science! Dont feel secured, cuz if i dont do well for humanities, i have no back up alrdy, Think jasmine feels that way too. Then againnnnnn, i cannot picture myself doign research in science, or being a doctor and what not. I think i cannot make it. Hahah, i prefer planning for stuff, planning for events, talking blahblahblah. People say i look like i do entrepreneur. Really meh, haha. But yeah, i do have an interest in that. And other stuff like broadcasting journalism? Somewhere along the lines. Aiyahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i dont want to grow up. I want to stop at 17! Yay no alevels, no adult stuff to worry about, no need think about the future, and best of all, i wont grow to look wrinkly and all. i can continue daydream mannnnnn.
Hmm, going graces camp tmr. At times, i feel really excited, for the dance and montage item we've been preparing, for the malay night, for the formal dinner, but at other times, that feel died down in me, because it feels so sian. The afternoon activities and workshops are like not interesting, and the time and effort to put on make up and what not. Thats why im superly looking forward to the end of camp! Wahaha! Yayyyyyy friday! Thats the end of camp! Yay yay yay! :DDDDDDDDDDDD I shall be happy thinking about tht day. Hah! And because i am so bored, i shall do a quiz.

Real name: Rachel
Married: Yeah, totally.
Hair color: Black
Long or short : Mid-length.
Are you a health freak: Haha not exactly, maybe in some ways, a bit.
Height: 162.5!
Do you have a crush on someone: It's a hopeless addiction.
Do you like yourself: Hahah yeah manzxzxxzxzzz.
Piercings: None! Woohoo!
Righty or lefty: Righty :D

FIRSTS :

First surgery: Um P5.

First best friend: Hahah eh p1! Yunching! But i've lost contact with her since 8 years ago ): She migrated.

First award: Awards as in academically or otherwise? Academic wise its K2, HAHA! Others would be P3. Some english story telling competition.

First sport you joined: NETBALL! YAY I LOVE I LOVE!

First pet: Fishes that live and die in one day.

First vacation: Haha i cant rmb!

First concert: No first concert): Not yet anyw, somebody bring me.

First crush: Haha hmmmm p2. But aft that, i was crushless until sec 1 k!

CURRENTLY :

I'm about to: Reply someone called Dan!

YOUR FUTURE :

Want kids: Haha yeah. Kids are so cute!
Want to get married: Hahah yeah. I dont want grow old alone by myself. That would be so sad.
Careers in mind: Good question man!

WHICH IS BETTER?:

Lips or eyes: Both la! Haha.
Hugs or kisses: Both.
Shorter or taller: Taller.
Romantic or spontaneous: Both again! I'm greedy i know.
Nice stomach or nice arms: Haha how to have a nice stomach? I fyou have abs you wont have a stomach, uh right?
Sensitive or loud: Haha sensitive and loud at the right times ma.
Hook-up or relationship: Relationship duh!!!!!
Trouble maker or hesitant: Haha, weird choices.

HAVE YOU EVER :

Kissed a stranger?: Nope.
Drank bubbles: Haha i only tasted it!
Lost glasses/contacts: Hahah no! More like i break my glasses instead.
Ran away from home: No! Im like so guai!
Liked someone younger: Nah. I wont ever like someone younger than me.
Liked someone older: Hahah still do.
Broken someone's heart: No.
Been arrested: Nope!
Turned someone down: Yeah, quite a few times.
Cried when someone died: Uh hmm.
Liked a friend : Eh i like all my friends what?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself: Sometimes i dont.
Miracles: Not sure.
Love at first sight: Nope!
Heaven: Haha yeah, i like to imagine how heaven will look like.
Santa claus: I grew up, knowing hes fictional.
Sex on a first date: Of course not! No to pms!
Angels: Yeah(:


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

Is there one person you want to be with right now?: Of course!!!
Had more than one boyfriend/ girlfriend at a time?: Nope. Out of the question.
Do you believe in God?: Yes, i love God! Yay!

Saturday, March 01, 2008
HAHHAH THIS STUPID CNVERSATION WITH JIALE! She's dumb. She say too happy will harm our body. Read below!

just; says (3:35 PM):
ya lah i agree, quite gd looking xD

My Addiction. THIRTEEEEEEEEEEN! ♥ says (3:35 PM):
;DDDDDD

just; says (3:35 PM):
wah lao. look at u so happy lah
hahaha
My Addiction. THIRTEEEEEEEEEEN! ♥ says (3:36 PM):
hahahhaah aiyahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
emo too logn alrdy
now its pay back time
wohoo
just; says (3:37 PM):
later u overload i tell you. HAHA
you know they say
i saw a tv program
too happy will harm your errr
lungs or liver
HAHA
SERIOUS!
ytd on chnl 8 one!
My Addiction. THIRTEEEEEEEEEEN! ♥ says (3:37 PM):
HAHAHAH JIALE YOU GO AND DIE

just; says (3:38 PM):
HAHAHA REALLLYYY! they say too stressed harm what, then too sad harm what, too happy also got harm one. HAHAHAHA
My Addiction. THIRTEEEEEEEEEEN! ♥ says (3:39 PM):
then we dont live la
go die suan le
just; says (3:39 PM):
yah loh.
but i dont think u wna die now right
HAHA
My Addiction. THIRTEEEEEEEEEEN! ♥ says (3:40 PM):
HAHAH DUH!
why die when i love my current life so much now
hahaha
yay me
just; says (3:40 PM):
ohh mannnn.
just; says (3:41 PM):
you srsly happy overload. HAHA

I tell her, if happy also harm body, sad also harm body, then might as well choose to be happy right! HAHHHHHHHHHH man, i keep disturbing her. Okay shall stop and go do my work alrdy!

I'm loving this love.

!&FEMMINA

!&CONVERSARE

!&MILLE GRAZIE

!&MEMOIRE